From East to West

Monday, January 5, 2009

On sunlight, on sunlight

I am so bored. I am at work trying to sell a car and today was just a
slow, dead day. Sometimes I just feel like giving up. And I don't know
what or who it is that keeps me going in this job. I just want to go
home to my family.

I just think so many good things happen so quickly. Like this Christmas
and New Years went to fast and I wanted some more of it but I can't. I
went back to work on the 30th of December and I realized, is this how I
want to live my life? I remember when I first started this job, I loved
the fact that people were flooding in through the doors and I had many
opportunities to earn money or just meet good people. Now I see less.
And I know the economy is not at its best right now but I can't stand
just sitting or standing around waiting for those opportunities to come.
It beats me down mentally. I just hope I can go through this
sacrifice.

I want to go home.

No sunlight, no sunlight.
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3 comments:

adeusss. said...

well my dear..you have a family now! and that's why you keep going to work. to support them and make sure the get the sufficient care that they need. but feel you though. i really do feel like quitting as well. just keep your head up.

Aimee said...

my bad that was a typo. i dont know why i put nikon rebel HAHA!!

Jilana said...

I love you.