From East to West

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Baby, don't worry 'bout it

Yesterday I started work at 12 and I realized, damn I am back at work
and I am back at life. November and December had been awesome months and
I realize that although there isn't so much to do in Tennessee, it is
actually that people that surround me that make it so fun. I'm learning
about myself a lot more and I am seeing so much beauty in a daughter and
a mother who lives with me. She is absolutely my queen and I live all my
other days like a king.
When I am bored at work I write in my composition Journal. The things I
have learned on my Nikon D80 are all jotted in this journal. And I'm
starting to find that I don't have a lot to write about. So what am I
going to do as I wait for opportunities in my cubicle? Any suggestions
on what I should write about? Let me know, guys.

It's almost the New Year and don't forget to thank God.
HAPPY NEW YEAR
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Monday, December 29, 2008

This is the first day of my life

I've had the time of my life, literally.

On December 17 we picked up Jane and Sabino at the Nashville airport. I
was really glad they came. Jane always knows how to kick it. The moment
we got to Dad's house we were already having fun. She taught me this
light trick, where you can make letters or shapes using any light source
like a flashlight that an SLR is able to capture. Basically its painting
or drawing before the SLR shuts and records the image. I love it. She
has cool set of lenses and she taught me lots of things while she was
here. I now understand aperture and shutter speeds. I was able to play
around with my D80 and figured out this cool custom menu where I can
make colors stand outrageously. I'll post some up soon.

The next day I went to work. Boohoo. But I was about to have a huge
break after this one.

And then, it was all about hanging out with the guys. We bought lots of
beer, played beer pong, played pool, and played poker. We also had some
basement fun. I call these days the last days of Jilana's pregnancy. I
miss her belly. We expected Jilana to give birth before the 23rd but she
really didn't. So on December 23rd, she got induced. That will be one of
the best days I will remember. We woke up and arrived at the womens
hospital in centennial around 6:45 a.m. And she got admitted to Labor in
the fifth floor. Dr. Morehead came around 9 o'clock and popped her
water. She felt those contractions as if a train was running over her
stomach. So the nurse set her up for an epidural and from there she felt
so much better. And then baby was coming out fast. Jilana went from
being dilated 3 cm to 6 cm in like an hour. So I called the family to
come now. After that she got to and 8 in another 2 hours and she
stopped. That was where all the worry came. Dr. Morehead comes in and he
started suggesting a c-section because baby stopped at 8 cm. This wasn't
the plan at all and Jilana cried because we wanted to make sure baby was
ok. So Dr. Morehead left to give Jilana time to think about whether or
not shell do the c-section. The nurse then suggested some positions she
should be in that may help the baby to keep going. So we waited for at
least two hours. I was worried. I prayed to God that she will be in
labor fine. And my prayer was answered. Around 2:45 she started pushing.
Her mom, stepmom, Tiffany, and Jane were in the room. She pushed and
pushed and finally around 3:12 pm she was born. I don't know how to
describe how I felt when she was born. And for some reason I just teared
up. I really couldn't help but tear up.

Emily Jane was 7 pounds and 5 ounces when she came. She was 19 and 3/4
inches tall and she is so beautiful. I love her so much. I don't even
want to go to work because I just want to be beside her. And every night
when I sleep, I can't help but wake up every hour just to see if she is
ok. She is just as beautiful as her mom. I ask myself, how can people
just let their pregnancy go because the feeling I had when she gave
birth was so amazing and so indescribable. It was wonderful. Accidents
happen, but every accident always calls for something beautiful.

I love my daughter.

Christmas was a blast. We actually opened up presents on the 23rd
thinking Jilana and I will be staying in the hospital till Christmas.
This year's Christmas was really special.

Well, everyone is now back to their homes and I miss everyone. I wish I
could have a neighborhood that had my family and her family and my best
friends nearby. Everyone is all scattered. Louisiana, California,
Tennessee, and then possibly Seattle.

Check this out before you sleep:
Http://www.flickr.com/photos/enajylime

And if you don't know, now you know Nigga
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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

I'm alone in a bicycle for two

This baby needs to come out now. Anyways, theses are pics from smallest
to biggest. Haha.
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Saturday, December 13, 2008

So I go back and forth forever

Last night, we had Darrel, Darian, and Briana sleep over. It has been a
while since they have came and spent some time with us. Those guys are
pretty rad.

So work was slow again. I was so bored, so I decided to try to get into
my old xanga account. After a few tries, I finally got in! But I don't
know what my password is, it just magically got me in there. Anyways, my
site goes all the way back to February of 2004 when I was getting ready
to move to Temecula. I was reading a few entries at work until Christina
called me saying her car won't start near Bank of America. Thank God she
called. I got to leave early because of her. It turned out she just
needed some gas. Hahaha Christina is hilarious. I followed her back to
Uncle Phan's house and met up with everyone including Jilana. We blew
some cake for Na Vanna and ate a lot of barbecue. Then we headed out to
our house with Briana, Darrel, Darian.

So before, Jilana and I slept we read all the entries in Xanga. Man,
I'll tell you what. It was like going on an adventure in time. I felt
everything I had back then. Love, sadness, emotions, everything. And for
some reason, after we read the entries, I hugged Jilana and just poured
my eyes out. I didn't know what I was crying for. I think it was either
I was glad that I'm with her and I don't ever want to lose her again or
I have been to such a rough ride and with all these sacrifices, trials,
and hardships I am finally over those things. I had led a wonderful
life. And it is so amazing how technology has helped everyone today. I
have memories I can go back to and I can pick up from anytime in my life
and feel everything and learn from it. I had led and will still lead a
wonderful life. Jilana is so amazing. Our love has grown so much greater
and it seems it will keep growing from here. I feel like if this was a
different dimension, if this was a different time, and whatever our
lives led us, we would still meet each other.

And God is so great. In my entries, I have read how God has helped me in
good time and in bad times.

So what if you catch me, where do we land? :]
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Monday, December 8, 2008

Lola, will the world end me and you?

So I have so many projects that I have just started. Last night sucked.
I had a terrible sore throat while I was sleeping. It burned through out
the whole freaking night. I couldn't understand the meaning of this
whole going through a cold and then feeling ok the next time. At least I
had woken up with a fun day ahead of me.

So Uncle called Baby up and said to come over because they had cooked
rice soup. What a great time for some rice soup since I am sick! It's
like they knew I was sick! Well, I wanted to get started on the
photojournal real bad so we went up and changed to cleaner peejays and
headed to WalMart to develop pictures from our pom pum pom! D90! We
printed out fuggin 90 pictures and developed two rolls of film. I have
so many pictures to share.

Then we headed back to Uncle's place and ate some of that rice soup.
Damn that soup is the shit. Chargers are weiners (I know I'm late). And
Darrel, Darian are losing a lot of weight. Or maybe I'm just getting
fat. Whatevers, I'm happy. I'm at home and Jilana and I are having fun
doing this photojournal. We have old and recent ones and there will be
more to share.

I still haven't figured out this photo emulsion screen printing. When I
get it all figured out, I'll holla at ya! HOLLA!

I'm sick, bitches.

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Sunday, December 7, 2008

Lola, will the world end me and you?

So I have so many projects that I have just started. Last night sucked.
I had a terrible sore throat while I was sleeping. It burned through out
the whole freaking night. I couldn't understand the meaning of this
whole going through a cold and then feeling ok the next time. At least I
had woken up with a fun day ahead of me.

So Uncle called Baby up and said to come over because they had cooked
rice soup. What a great time for some rice soup since I am sick! It's
like they knew I was sick! Well, I wanted to get started on the
photojournal real bad so we went up and changed to cleaner peejays and
headed to WalMart to develop pictures from our pom pum pom! D90! We
printed out fuggin 90 pictures and developed two rolls of film. I have
so many pictures to share.

Then we headed back to Uncle's place and ate some of that rice soup.
Damn that soup is the shit. Chargers are weiners (I know I'm late). And
Darrel, Darian are losing a lot of weight. Or maybe I'm just getting
fat. Whatevers, I'm happy. I'm at home and Jilana and I are having fun
doing this photojournal. We have old and recent ones and there will be
more to share.

I still haven't figured out this photo emulsion screen printing. When I
get it all figured out, I'll holla at ya! HOLLA!

I'm sick, bitches.
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Tuesday, December 2, 2008

And I told you that I didn't want my picture taken

Louisiana was a blast, nigga! There was lots of food, thai food, and
lots of drinks. This was, by far, the best Thanksgiving I have had. Me
and the twins drove 8 hours from Nashville to New Orleans on the 26th.
It was a comfortable and fun road trip. The only thing is that Darrel's
farts are dangerous. We arrived in Louisiana at 5:30 and they're
restaurant that the family owns is gorgeous. That shit has a bar on back
of the register! I saw my baby's ultrasound picture posted on the wall.
It felt awesome to get to know the family a little bit more. Ricky
(Jilana's cousin) is the most chill dude in New Orleans. Man, one day I
want to throw a whole big reunion with the family. They were awesome.
When it was time to go home we filled up that truck. There were oysters,
jumbo shrimp, and crab. Man, I came back with at least 10 more pounds! I
am getting fat.

That's Annie on the top picture. On the bottom picture is Darian and
Monica. Monica was our photographer the whole time we were there. I have
so many pictures to share from my Nikon.

My baby should pop anytime sooonn. :]
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