From East to West

Saturday, December 13, 2008

So I go back and forth forever

Last night, we had Darrel, Darian, and Briana sleep over. It has been a
while since they have came and spent some time with us. Those guys are
pretty rad.

So work was slow again. I was so bored, so I decided to try to get into
my old xanga account. After a few tries, I finally got in! But I don't
know what my password is, it just magically got me in there. Anyways, my
site goes all the way back to February of 2004 when I was getting ready
to move to Temecula. I was reading a few entries at work until Christina
called me saying her car won't start near Bank of America. Thank God she
called. I got to leave early because of her. It turned out she just
needed some gas. Hahaha Christina is hilarious. I followed her back to
Uncle Phan's house and met up with everyone including Jilana. We blew
some cake for Na Vanna and ate a lot of barbecue. Then we headed out to
our house with Briana, Darrel, Darian.

So before, Jilana and I slept we read all the entries in Xanga. Man,
I'll tell you what. It was like going on an adventure in time. I felt
everything I had back then. Love, sadness, emotions, everything. And for
some reason, after we read the entries, I hugged Jilana and just poured
my eyes out. I didn't know what I was crying for. I think it was either
I was glad that I'm with her and I don't ever want to lose her again or
I have been to such a rough ride and with all these sacrifices, trials,
and hardships I am finally over those things. I had led a wonderful
life. And it is so amazing how technology has helped everyone today. I
have memories I can go back to and I can pick up from anytime in my life
and feel everything and learn from it. I had led and will still lead a
wonderful life. Jilana is so amazing. Our love has grown so much greater
and it seems it will keep growing from here. I feel like if this was a
different dimension, if this was a different time, and whatever our
lives led us, we would still meet each other.

And God is so great. In my entries, I have read how God has helped me in
good time and in bad times.

So what if you catch me, where do we land? :]
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1 comment:

Aimee said...

that's amazing kuya.
you guys are super troopers!