We're murdering our lives trying to make things right

Wow. It's been a long time hasn't it? Well let me start off by a lesson
I have learned for the year. With the economy falling down, the
situation with this whole house me and Jilana are in, our daughter on
the way, and the cruel decisions of having to stay the summer in
Tennessee instead of a good "vay kay" in San Diego, I've learned that
you will always have to struggle before you actually reach to that point
where everything is almost perfect.

...And I have reached to almost perfect.

I've been better at my current job and keeping up. I have figured out a
way to play the game in paying bills. I am seeing all these cool clothes
and materials for My Daughter. Jilana has taught me so many things about
myself and I can't thank her enough. I am going to school to major in
business and marketing and I am certainly going do many things that I've
always wanted to do.

I deeply apologize to Honey, Irene, Aimee, and Cey for not being able to
keep in touch as much. I completely understand if you feel that I am not
a good friend especially since I couldn't fight or find my way to make
it in San Diego since everyone has even worked hard to help me visit. I
want you to know that no matter what happens, nothing in me has made me
change how I feel for each and one of you and that is unforgettable and
loving. I love and miss all you guys so much.

So I as soon as I can get a laptop and the camera me and Jilana always
wanted (she doesn't know about this blogger and how I will be surprising
her with a Canon Rebel 20d) I will be doing a photojournal! I will be
doing an online and a hard copy photojournal. I am terribly in love with
pictures and music right now and I am starting to have enough time to
pursue both of those together.

I will update on more of these soon! I miss and love you guys.
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